Circus Mind Makeup

Do you think my plans for my own funeral are sick and depraved, or just fun?
I would like to have an open casket with a vision when I'm dressed as a clown red nose full makeup, wig, costume, and a circus theme plays (motion sensor) every time someone passes. I would also like popcorn, peanuts and balloons offered by vendors walking up and down during the services. Part then of course, is necessity. So is this a sign of a troubled mind or just entertaining? By the way, I am quite serious.
You have to plan your funeral in advance, because it's really hard to do after your death. I think you should remember to have someone with a hat high and megaphone at the door, saying: "… not good !!!…"
Syllum Circus: Anna’s Scene

